Sometimes I wonder that if the people that I know knew how I thought/felt would they care or would they be disgusted and scared would they tell me it was all in my mind or would they change the subject?

Have you ever sat in a crowded room where everyone knew you and felt absolutly alone? Everyday she got up got dressed and went to the kitchen where she ate normal food her clothes were normal undistingushable there is nothing unremarkable about her apperance her features. She never looked ina mirror and saw herself although she always did, she never could understand what she saw there. She remembers once maybe when she could look at herself there but that seems like along time ago her eyes never seem to really see anything her mouth tastes little her ears hear only music as her mind struggles to comprehend its own world begining about 3 feet away....